i'm blue that i need sex soooo badly!

...i'm soo not friends with myself today...got sleep which is half of what i need...got a lil' bump in my left cheek...went to work without even bothering to get my hair done...no blower...no wax/hair clay...pull out an old white tee and a vintage jacket i haven't used for ages...my face was super oily halfway my shift that it's killing me...gawd! i hate this

...oh well...this is one of those days :( but of course that's not an excuse not to do bits of camwhorin'







...i need a new hair color...a need a new haircut...i need some retail medication...i need sex so badly that it's not even funny...future boyfie yah hear that? hehehe...i need one ASAP :)

super blue for all the right reasons

...been drowning myself lately with too much alcohol (been on a 2-shot tequila breakfast for the last 3 days now) and sooner i'll be finding myself sitting in one of those AA sessions...this gotta stop!

...i'm blue for a thousand reasons...and i hate it




1. felt like i'm losing control with work (with my agents)
2. i have an unhealthy relationship with my boss
3. i miss my mom...badly
4. i don't have a fuckin' lovelife
5. i'm thinking about a lot of things i shouldn't be bothering

...hope i can get over this quick...i need a weekend getaway...