old flame

...when you rekindle an old flame then you must be ready for the consequences to come (specially when it ended bad the first time)...but this one is a totally different story...it is a reconciliation for all the right reasons :)

...i've been going out a few times with this guy (who happens to not fit in any category of my IDEAL type checklist by the way) and we hit it off right away...it was something that was designed to be just a casual thing, lustful (he was crazy good in bed - a pleaser in a very excellent way), and most of the time our conversations are all about the same thing since we don't get that much in common

...he was the ultimate probinsyano type and i was the one who's super exposed to everything worldly (i just couldn't find the exact word to describe it)...but as i've said we clicked..and then there was a long hiatus...a break...something tragic happened, his dad passed away...he spent the last few months in his hometown

...i gave him the time he needed...no calls, no text...nothing

...then earlier i got a call, he was back in town...and although he's still hurting, i saw in his eyes how much he missed me..and it felt like it was the first time i saw him all over again :)

...i'm in for this ride and let's see where it takes me...i caught myself few times smiling alone just thinking of his voice...if you don't call that crazy, then i don't know what is

dos palmas weekend

...WOW philippines mode one more time for me after spending the last weekend in Dos Palmas Palawan...i know that there is soo much too see in that province but i opted to stay in the island and went on full chill mode coz i know once i get back to work, its going to be probably the busiest 2 weeks of my life...one of those quarter enders yah know :)



...i won't go through too much details of things i did when i was there coz i'm feeling lethargic and i still have few episodes left for my "Lie To Me" marathon though one thing's for sure...i gained another few pounds just being there for the weekend (imagine a bloated blowfish heheheh)...see below :(



...and ow, did i tell you i am now in a relationship? love is in the air for me heheheeh

status check

...i guess by now i'm really sure..i am crazy in love bwhahaha...watch out for upcoming cheeziest posts ever hehehe...oh well, i still didn't know what hit me till i finally realized it this morning



...and here's a lil something to brighten up your day...the perfect theme song once i hit Pearl Farm (June 13) and Dos Palmas (June 20-22)...cmon' sing it with me bbs!



...bwehehehehe...heavy ang trip!

falling slowly

...i'm dating someone and i'm giggling like a high school kid all over again (it's nice to get this kind of feeling after a long time)...and sometimes making the first move seems to be all worth it

...and i think i'm ready to fall in love again :)

I don't know you
But I want you
All the more for that
Words fall through me
And always fool me
And I can't react
And games that never amount
To more than they're meant
Will play themselves out

Falling slowly, eyes that know me
And I can't go back


...let's play this one more time, shall we?

the one who got away

..."coz when i'm with him i am thinking of you" - Katy Perry

i've been overplaying this song for as long as i can remember and i have memorized each line like they were my own...something happened last weekend that made me relate to this song in an instant...wow! i'm in emo mode after quite a long time and it kinda felt good :)

...did you get that feeling of regret for not having the courage to tell someone how you really feel about them and only realizing what you've missed when that person's gone (or in this case, have already found someone)?

...oh well, i should get myself some happy meal again and hopefully it will put a lil smile on my face (and ow, i just realized how much the price increased since i was in college for a supersize happy meal..amazing)

...now i'm having coffee all by myself and some revel bar for a bit of sugar rush and thinking what i just missed :(



...i'll be happy soon...and by that time i'll no longer need any happy meal



...now, let me me have Katy Perry on auto-repeat mode again :)

it was love at first sight

...my favorite couple in the whole wide world (second to my own of course hehehe) is in town to celebrate their anniversary...and i feel like i'm in love all over again hehehe

Happy Anniversary! :)



...and speaking of falling in love, i found the perfect portable that i'm gonna be buying - the Dell XPS M1330...it was love at first sight...aside from the amazing specs, it has a sleek silver and crimson red finish, what more can i ask for?



...i'm reading through reviews from forums and in Cnet and checking the specs, after all i worked with Dell for more than a year, i should know it by heart hehehe

...i need 80 grand, i'll try to buy it on my own and give myself 2 months, if all else fails then mom's always one call away for helpline hehehe...

i love you

...i had a haircut earlier and got a new hair color....while waiting for the hair color to get done, i saw a guy right across from me whispering "i love you" to the girl 2 seats away from my side which was his girlfriend...catching that act made me felt happy for that moment...happy for them, happy for other people in love hehehe...at least i know i'm not bitter with love :)

...cheesy stuff yah know...hahay :)

they finally tied the knot

...after 5 years of being together, they finally tied the knot (my housemate Erick and her GF Karen - both were my classmate way back college) and it's one of the reason why i stayed longer than planned last week in Cee-Dee-Oh

...the wedding turned out to be sort of a reunion with my college friends, some i haven't seen for the longest time, some were already married and with kids while some stayed just the way they were when we parted ways years ago

***workin' the camera before the reception started





...and some other shots outside the church





...and look ma! i found my future sugar daddy hehehe :)



...too bad i forgot to take a shot with the couple hehehe...something i need to remind myself the next time i'll attend a wedding :)

happy birthday boink!

...few hours more and i'm back to Cebu - can't wait - though it's only for the weekend, it's better that not being there at all :)

...can't wait to spend b-day with Chubaboink

...you're a year older - you're becoming more of Demi Moore and me being Ashton Kutcher hehehe

...i love you boink!

missing you badly...irrationaly

To Keith:

i may seem to be the biggest attention whore ever but when it comes to my lovelife, i would want to keep it as private as i possibly can...

but i just can't help it

...i'm missing you so badly...irrationaly...2 weeks seem like almost forever...it may sound cheesy but it's true (i'm overplaying Kyla's cover of TLC's "Miss you so much" while doing this post - on a rainy Saturday night)...that's how depressing it is...

come home Chubaboink and make me smile!



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...i'd been killing time downloading cover art for my ipod touch coz i'll be needing it so badly coz it turned out my flight for Hong Kong's an hour ahead from that of my friends...at least i can blast up some tunes in the airport while waiting for 'em...

...i need to start packing, my sched's gonna be crazy next week aside from the fact that i'm working 7 days straight...kill me now!!! but i gonna know it's gonna be so worth it after - delaying gratification at its finest :)

***at least i found something that made me smile :)

wait for you

...fell in love with this song after seeing it performed in AI ...it exactly explains how i feel right now :) oh yeah, i'm the hopeless romantic type in case you didn't know :)

...i'll be waiting

^^sigh^^


Baby why can’t we just start all over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But you’re telling me it won’t be enough

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

the domino effect...misery loves company

...had a quick chat with a friend over AIM earlier...



we we're so happy with how our lovelife was going few weeks back then it suddenly took a complete turn and now it feels like we're going back to square one...ironically i'm using Euphoria by Calvin and i'm not feeling the same way...what's worst is the house classic "Happy" is playing in the background...oh well, life irony , it hits you when you least expect it :)



AlfredoMPHI [8:01 A.M.]: why are we not happy?
"kristine" [8:01 A.M.]: coz were already perfect by ourselves. maybe god thinks we don't need a significant other.
"kristine" [8:01 A.M.]: char!
AlfredoMPHI [8:01 A.M.]: depressing
AlfredoMPHI [8:02 A.M.]: seriously, why are we not happy?
"kristine" [8:02 A.M.]: i dunno. maybe were not really meant to be happy
"kristine" [8:02 A.M.]: do u think were nice people? do u think we deserve not to be happy?
AlfredoMPHI [8:02 A.M.]: jsut when i thought that i can be happy, it was all part of a precious illusion
AlfredoMPHI [8:03 A.M.]: i am nice...i can be a super bitch sometimes but i'm a good person
AlfredoMPHI [8:03 A.M.]: and i think i deserve to be happy
"kristine" [8:03 A.M.]: am nice too. n i deserve to be happy but how come were not?
AlfredoMPHI [8:04 A.M.]: riddle..riddle...i need cheesecake and some sex
AlfredoMPHI [8:04 A.M.]: and i wish it could be that easy to get 'em both...
"kristine" [8:05 A.M.]: i wish i know what i want. cant even think.

...i need someone to talk to over a bottle of vodka...nyone? drop me a line :)



***somebody wipe this poker face off of me...

sorry for being insensitive and for taking you for granted :(

...it was refreshing and at the same time had the worst week ever...was visited by one of my close friends from home...lots of catching up, reminiscin and more that i ended up forgetting one of the most important person in my life right now...

...i was insensitive and yes have taken him for granted...made up promises i wasn't able to keep and now i'm at a point of messing it up so badly (or i think i already did) that i don't even know how to fix it...



...wish in time he can forgive me for what i did...and i know a thousand sorry is not enough...i'll let you have your time...i'll be here waiting and i ain't giving up on you...not just yet :(

the right kind of wrong

DISCLAIMER : This post is entirely dedicated for a friend...or should i say my friends (Sanch, Marj, Arlyn, Tin,Sheila)



...why does it happen sometimes that we fall in love for someone who we never imagine ending up with? falling for the type of person who doesn't even fit in any of the categories we set for the "perfect one"...

...but surprisingly, they turned out to be what we wanted after all, they can do the sweetest stuff in the world, completely knocking us off our feet (imagine the classic "Princess Diaries" kiss)...they gave us the most unexpected gift at the most unexpected time...and we can even say to the world that they're the best thing that happened to us...sweetness eh?

Classic Case No.1



oh well.. this is the effect of a conversation with having too much pork steak and adobo rice...aside from the extra calories gain..it leaves you speechless and sleepy :)

can i get a lil bit of L.O.V.E?

...Mariah fans rejoice and hail the queen!!!

hehehe...yup, Mimi's back and for a taste of what's to come with the new album is one juicy track with Bone-Thugs-and- Harmony (who could ever forget Breakdown?) and with Bow-wow this time titled "Lil' L.O.V.E."

Download the track here babies...and spread the love

Download Lil' L.O.V.E.

...this will be overplayed for sure in mah ipod...hope it doesn't wear out much once it officially hits the radio...

...enjoy and come sing it with me :)

conversations over burnt rice and corned beef

i'm in love w/ a barista -- and i'm havin this conversation with a friend over burnt rice (i messed it up) and corned beef...

...i need more caffeine in my system before hibernating...but then again, this is just another excuse for me to go to Starbucks and see him

...i'm such a loser these days...i need some distractions