chasing pavements

...until when do you know it's time to give up on something?...i felt like a mouse on a cheese hunt lately, problem is i don't even know if that cheese is something i really want...i've been quite emotional these days for no apparent reason and it's no longer funny...(and i'm even listening to keith Urban's "Tonight I Wanna Cry" while i'm writing this post which makes it more depressing)

...i need to stop on obsessing about a thought i know would lead to nothing...the earlier the better

...nyway, enough of the emo stuff...i recently found my new chill place and i've been going here for 5 straight days now...



...hope it wouldn't get too crowded here soon or else i'll start looking for a new spot

sexual favors for you...if

...i'm sure by now most of you already got your x-mas wishlist posted (hoping that someone might come across it and make some of 'em true hehehe) which is by the way my exact same purpose of making this post :)

...so here we go with the mandatory x-mas wishlist and hopefully someone with a big heart can spare some time to make it real (and this year i'm keeping it way simple hehehe)

1. Speck clear case 13" - this is for Tonio (my Mac) so it can have a change of skin...it's been orange for the longest time - oh yeah...i'm going for the sky blue



2. Kiehl's Facial Fuel - my fave moisturizer is about to go empty...i need some replenishment



3. Keyboard protector - another accessory for Tonio, i want the silicone type with cover for the palmrest included

4. Giorgio Armani/D&G - i lost my Giorgio Armani shades a month ago (which cost me almost an arm and a leg when i bought it 2 years ago heheh)...just make sure it's a square frame and we're good :)



5. A pair of Diesel or Levi's Copper jeans

6. A bottle of Diesel's Fuel for Life or L'Homme by YSL

....there, as i've said, i'm keeping it short and simple...by the way, did i tell you i'll give you 1000 sexual favors in return for each of these items? hehehe

obsessing

...i still got exactly 6 hours more before my shift ends and i dunnow how to survive it...i got nothing to do - as in ZERO...gawd!!! - enough of the Thanksgiving hangover already and give me somethin to get my mind working

...good thing i got something to look forward later...i'm finally going to see Edward hehehe....i got tickets reserved for the last full show already...i'm excited :)

...and ow, i'll be grabbing one of these babies once Adidas opens later...i fell in love with it at first sight



...this will soon be my 3rd pair of shoes bought over the last 2 weeks...i need to stop and start saving for LV bwehehehe (unless someone kind enough can give it as an early x-mas gift)

sureseats be my bestfriend

...i just can't wait for the 6th installment of Harry Potter...i'm anticipating for this more than anything else....i'll make sure i'll have sureseats be my bestfriend once this hit the theaters..



...yes, play it again...you know you want to :)

...there :)

almost there

...lots have been blogging about Twilight after they've seen the movie...i need to be more patient till i get to see it myself this Sunday :)

...fuck the reviews...i'm still watching

...Edward and i deserves a date bwehehehe

wicked and x-mas

...i took quite few days break from blogging after i got back from Manila (having Jude B seated next to me on the flight back to Cebu was super fun)...was tied up with work right after Rihanna/CB's concert that i got late uploading pics and vids for friends until they got tired of bugging me about it...hehheh (sorry bbs')

...was finally able to get some break yesterday which i needed so badly...had dinner with friends (carbo overloading as usual) and grabbed some capucinnos' from Starbs before hitting home and woke up the next day with an aching head...i overslept as usual...



...FullyBooked finally opened last week which made me happier...i grabbed a copy of Gregory Maguire's "Wicked", something i've been wanting to read for the longest time...i'm more than halfway now and i can't wait to start reading the sequel...



...a friend texted me earlier saying it's 31 days to go before x-mas...you better get ready for my gifts...i want a nice messenger bag for xmas (giving me an LV wouldn't hurt hehehe)

and now we're boarding

...few hours more and i'll get too see Rihanna and Chris Brown live...

...i'm now waiting for my flight while stealing glances at Rico Blanco for some eye-candy...he's one yummy screw...better than what i've expected :)

...stalker moves 101

first...and a dead/resurrected iPod

...my iPod Touch gave me a scare earlier when it went dead and i don't even have a clue or can't even remember what i did wrong for it to stop working (oh yeah...i dropped it 2 weeks back, ending the screen having hairline cracks :( and i need to have it replaced - though the whole touch screen stuff still works)....good thing few hours after it went back to being normal again...like nothing happened at all...and i'm back to all smiles hehehe

....got a new hair color yesterday...finally...after procrastinating for too long....dyu like it? hehehe coz i do



...and ow, i got my 1st Starbs journal yesterday as well though i'll be giving it as a late bday present for someone...i'll be off to start collecting stickers for the next one and this time it's for myself unless someone asks for it



...i hope no one will till i get to start with the 3rd one...i got 7 planners last year and all 6 became X-mas gifts for super close friends...smarty eh? cost cutting time bebeh!

this made me cum

...these pics just excite me to the highest level (well, only the first 2 by the way)...i'm about to cum bwahahaha

...my gorgoeus boyfriend is just so mouth-watering noh?



...can't wait for November 21

long wait is over!

....dark cherry mocha finally arrived at Starbucks,,,i think i was way more excited for this than my own birthday hehehe (kidding)....and to my delight i was not disappointed,,,the first sip was just orgasmic it was almost better than sex hehehe but then again almost....



...it felt like drinking a hot cup of Cherry Coke bwehehe and since i have not been able to find my usual stock of Cherry Coke, havin' this is is more than what i can ask for...

i don't know when did my obsession for cherry started...i just knew that it's one of the best stuff on earth :) ...yeah i'm now exagerrating hehehe...few more shot at Starbs earlier...





...i was even wearing red for the occasion...yay!

25

...it's going to be my last week before i hit quarter life crisis hehehe...gawd! i'm getting older and there's nothing I can do about it..

...i badly need a haircut today...gotta look fab before my b-day

way too excited

...it's less than a month from now and i'll get to see Rihanna and Chris Brown live - i'm like a dog wagging my tail for too much excitement heehehe...i'm hoping Rihanna will perform "Breaking Dishes" live and Chris Brown will do "Superhuman"...i'm sure they'll cook up something nice for the show



...plus the fact that i'll be watching the concert with three of my closest friends is more than what i can ask for..i haven't seen the three of them for the longest time...i'm sure we got loads of catching up to do :)

***too bad i wasn't able to join their dinner last Sunday



...gotta hit online and book the plane tickets

...it's a happy day today in my own wonderland :)

about guys4men

...i checked my guys4men account bit earlier after not accessing it for a long time and this message greeted me

dodgeworld : ei bro...good PM

...i clicked to see the pic and it put a big smile on my face



...ehehehehehe

...wouldn't you freak out if someone calls you "bro" and be wearing something like that??? heehehe

...oh well...now i know why i haven't checked guys4men that much

i hate Mac today :(

...i haven't enjoyed my Mac yet to the fullest and Apple decided to release the new-gen Macbooks...it's super yummy to look at that i wanted to throw this soon to be obsolete baby...hehehe kidding!



....oh well...life's a bitch and then you die....once again patience is a virtue hehehe

...if only i could have waited a lil' bit longer

long weekend

...spent much of my time rebuilding my ipod playlists and loadin' up some new videos (Britney's "Womanizer" video is currently in my auto-repeat mode...it reminds me much of "Toxic" when Britney was still super hotness)...

...it's going to be a long weekend for me..thanks for Columbus Day i won't be working until Tuesday yey! more time to hibernate and to do something else...i need to take care of important stuff and sort things out over this weekend

...my OM is away for a weekend vacay...and i got to play hehehe



***hush hush

Santino Luis

...it's going to be one big fab event and i am going to miss it :(



...i could be the potential heir of lotsa moolah enough to buy me a truckload of LV that will last me for a lifetime if not for this baby hehehe...oh well, i can't complain anymore after the first time i saw him....he's just super cute and yet so fragile... and i'd like to think he got his dimples from me hehehe

...welcome to the Christian world Santino...i'll see you again real soon :)

woosa!

...i wonder why some people just can't get it right...

...this is my mantra for this week that will keep me from lashing out

"not everyone can be as informed and as experienced as you are and it's not always their fault. so cut people some slack when they frustrate you with their questions. they are just working at their own pace and abilities and they are doing their best...you can't fault them if their best isn't good enough for you"

...i need more patience until the week ends

...if it's the same shit by next week then i'll go ballistic

new life support

...one product that i'm raving for right now and i think people like me badly need is Kiehl's Facial Fuel...i started using this moisturizer almost over a month now and i totally love it...since i'm the nocturnal type and i only get lesser sleep than your average Juan , this helps me a lot to make sure i don't look like harassed and super stress with work...

...i have the oily skin type and since this is non-greasy, it's just perfect...it's cool on skin when applied plus it has your basic SPF protection so all you need to bother is sunblock for the rest of your body...i'm turning 25 this November , i should start fighting aging hehehe

...the product description from their site goes somethin like this:



"Our vitamin-enriched and energizing non-oily moisturizer wakens and uplifts dull, fatigued skin. This "facial recovery accelerator" helps skin resist the affects of environmental stress for a healthy, invigorated appearance. The formula, with Vitamin C and E, Chestnut extract and Soy, helps waken tired-looking skin and helps improve skin's look and texture. With use, your skin will feel refueled, re-energized and revitalized!"

...believe it...i just did :)

back to cee-boo

...just landed and i badly need a shower...and to top that, i'll go straight to work (i'll be awake for another 9 hours)

...i'l go on hibernate mode tomorrow and will wake up craving for some home made cheesecake :)

exhausted...a bit

...i'm super exhausted...i never thought retail therapy could be so tiring (if only i'm not tagging my Macbook along with me , i'll be feeling lighter literally hehehe :)

...oh well...good thing it's well compensated with fab Tyler finds and cool sneaks from Zara...now if only i can find that messenger bag i've been looking for then i can finally get home and rest...i can't afford the LV Damier yet....not just yet :)

...made a quick pit stop at coffeebean for some green tea ice blended stuff...and a lil' shot for some photo op hehehe



...enjoyed Souvlaki after at Cyma with Maui and Sheila then head back to Starbs for more caffeine fix :)



...gotta sleep early...got a flight to catch by tomorrow and back to workin' my ass off again

...goodluck