i need a reason to quit my job!

...i'm starting to get stressed by work...training's over and it's time to get real serious with work...and as of now, i'm not too happy 'bout it...if not for some friends for work i'll go insane...i find comfort with having midnight dinner which i know is super bad by the way...i'm gaining weight like crazee!



***Reductil and Coke light combo meal for the next 2 weeks :)

...i may not be that happy with work but at least i got something to look forward by the weekend...these yummy stuff with lotsa love from NYC! :)

*** A|X Hinge Belt - the perfect match to my new pair of Viktor jeans :)



*** A|X Wings Logo Trucker Cap



***another addition to my cap collection (which i don't use much by the way)

...super yum noh?!

the sweetest thing...well almost

...i was never a fan of crepe or with any dessert close to it since i'm not of those who got the "sweet tooth" cause if i did i'm sure i'll be close to morbid obesity by now hehehe...until i got to taste one of the sweetest treat ever...let me introduce you my new bestfriend hehehe - the most fab thing that ever happened to crepe : Crepes and Cream



...being true to its tagline, it''s more than just dessert, it is LOVE hehehe...it's ice cream mixed with fruits and nuts and lotsa whip cream and some syrup on top all wrapped in a delish crepe...YUM!!!...this adds up to my sweet list that includes 3 Musketeers (which still tops my list by the way), Reese's peanut butter cups and Sonja's cupcakes :)



...and what better way to enjoy it than to share it with friends :)



and ow, did i mention Ben and Jerry's Cherry Garcia is almost better than sex?

kiddy party gatecrash, duty free hopping and whorin' the air base

...i badly needed a haircut last week that i was supposed to go to Manila to get one but then the thought of havin' almost more than an hour ride got me tired in an instant...i ended up taking a 5 hour power nap - yep, 5 hours is still a nap for me hehehe

...picked up by my adopted parents (which will soon be legal hehehe) and went to a kiddy party which i think is wayy grand for a 1-year old kid...parents spoil their kids like crazee these days...but it wouldn't be a problem if you got gazillions of cash - Tonyboy is that chu? hehehe



and i got to pet a bunny for a while :)



...did some duty free hopping the next day, and i got a huge smile on my face (which i think i need more often) after seeing packs of 3 musketeers...yey!!!! i grabbed 2 six-packs and the best thing of all is i got reunited with my obsession, my ex-lover,my aphrodisiac - CHERRY COKE!!!! after so much of a long time searching for it i finally got to taste it again...i bought one case and be bringin' some back to Cebu

...before headin' back to Starbucks for the much-needed caffeine fix, we made a pitstop at the air base and was whorin' those empty planes and helicopter not minding the heat of the midday sun :)

...and meet my soon to be protege - Jhion

...and a let's make this post a lil' bit crowded :)

...this post's getting a bit longer...i'll make a new post - a food review kinda thing...for something i'm currently in love with right now - the perfect crepe in the whole wide world!!! hehehehe - gawd! i'm starting to crave for one right now :)

it's time to put the party hat on!

...i haven't had the chance to celebrate my birthday the way little kids do since i started college and i kinda miss it :)

...but tonight, i got to put my party hat on in a colorful crowded room and lotsa balloons to top the celeb...one of the trainers for the class had her 26th bday and they gave her a surprise party - something that i havent't got for the longest time :)



HAPPY BIRTHDAY RUTHIE!!!! (gor na waks! hehehe)





...and a little tounge action coming up! hehehe

my training diary - an update in a shuteye

...the past few weeks' killing me - all work related that is...but the good side to it is time flies fast and maybe the next thing i'll know is i'm already on a flight back to Cebu...i never missed the place until now, i've realized that even if i don't like it there, it has already been my comfort zone...

...training is hardcore hard work, you get to meet a lot of interesting personalities, some would make your stay really worthwhile while some would make you want to leave the place right away (and i don't want to name drop hehehe) but yeah..there's someone's getting on my nerves right now....someone whose got a bloated ego which i would love to deflate in an instant :)



***nosebleed moment

...but still, it's been a nice ride except for occasional melancholic moments (yah know, the stuff you do when you miss someone so badly - those kinda stuff), and of course training wouldn't be fun if you don't have the must-have camwhorin' moments hehehe





...and even those stolen moments...and the not so stolen ones :)







***good thing i still don't have my bald spot yet...que horror!

this morning started bad

...i hate it when someone keeps me waiting...i'm the most impatient person i know...everything is wrong right now

...i hate it

...i wish i can write something better the next time

i'm missing you...yeah you!

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

would you be tired if you did this for the weekend?

...last weekend was just super fast-paced for me, but i think i wasn't the only one...it's the Sinulog weekend so expect the worst when it comes to traffic but when it comes to party...Cebu's the way to go baby :)

...got to sneak out from work to spend the weekend in Cebu, and the first thing i did was to get myself a haircut (i've been having a bad hair day for the last 4 days) and went to Starbs after for my caffeine fix (something that's been deprived from me since I got here...yeah they got no Starbucks here, so i gotta make friends with the coffee vending machine)





...had dinner with Tetet, Ian and Chubaboink and had some carbo overloading...started off with bruschetta then some seafood pasta and some penne with fried zucchinis and eggplants...super yum! and best part about it is that i was able to get a bag of 3 muskeeters when i made a pit stop at the Waterfront...YEY!






...went to some posh bar after and mind you i was already more than 24 hours awake but i'm still kickin'...had lotsa dose of different kind of cheeses and caviar and got some Kahlua for the required alcohol for the night...made a few more talks and called it a night...






...was on hibernate mode the whole day of Saturday and started the day late...had dinner with friends from work to catch up on things and then i got myself a good massage and head for dreamland right after..

...did a little bit of sunbathing (actually that was bit too much) and few hours of walking to catch the whole Sinulog parade...i'm tired...let the pictures do the talking :)

separated @ birth ... hehehehe

...someone sent this through an e-mail :)



***weird / effort hehehe

...i wonder who this guy is

i got my bags packed baby i'm ready to go

...i'm leaving a lot of things behind...friends from work, my agents who i've been with for the longest time, Cebu - which i've learned to love...

...and of course i'm leaving behind the person i love the most - this thought alone can make me want to leave everything behind but then i gotta do this...for my own good...for my growth



...gosh it feels like i'm not coming back hehehe...before i know it, 3 months' all over and done like the speed of a shuteye...i'll make sure that at the end of this stint I'll be making a pit stop first in Singapore or wherever he may be and i can't wait for that day to come

...a lil' send-off party from friends last Saturday...i sooo want to cry looking at these pictures hehehe...yeah i know - i'm over-reacting...but that's what i do best

***w/ my two best mentors/pseudo-girlfriends/life support all rolled into one :)

***and my iPod died on me...this is sooo depressing

a night of debauchery with the fagulous two

i finally got the chance to spend some time with the faguloush BFFs' last night and i should say, it's very refreshing, it's something that i need after a long time and best part of all i gotta spend the night with 'em living the SIMPLE LIFE hehehe

...start it off with a dinner - fear factor style hehehe...this is sooo not the usual glamorous me...got some BBQs' from where else but Larshan (did i spell it right?) - Cebu's most famous barbeque strip where you can satisfy your meat craving without creating much damage to your pocket and having the best siomai in town tops everything..and don't you worry, everything's kosher or at least i think :)





***this is the most laid-back place ever where you can care less...all you need is a bottle of water and some hand sanitizer and you're good to go...plus you can do some flashy-lights-shopping after hehehe



...we then headed to MickyDs' to spend more time gossiping about other people, people we love and specially those we hate and those who were about to hate hahaha...nothing compares to having two backstabbing-hate-loving-gossip-girl-like-fags around you...and of course the night wouldn't be complete without the mandatory camwhorin :)







BLUSH ON ACTIVATE!!!



PRICELESS!

being cynical about love over a caffeine fix

...i had dinner with an old friend last night - something unplanned (i-bumped-into-you-and-suddenly-i-want-to-have-dinner type hehehe) and by the way i ended up being sooo underdressed for that dinner hehehe

***damn!!! check out those boots, and the full make-up...and me on the other hand is wearing somethin normal, the always dependable Lacoste shirt:

...nyway, after dinner, we head to Starbucks to get our caffeine fix for the night...catch up with "whatever-the-hell-happen-to you stuff", stories about love labor's lost and all the stuff that goes along with it...him being cheated by someone he thought would be the one till the end - now that sucks BIG TIME and i'm sure all the drama about love went all the way down the drain...

...now he's cynical about love, sleeping around or finding the "boytoy for the night" for a temporary high to cope with the pain but when it's over and done i'm sure it's the feeling of being empty that will surface...feeling alone and unloved...and it's normal for him to feel that way...all i could do is listen, and appreciate the fact that i am happy with my current relationship and being loved :)

...but i guess i gave him something to remember before calling it a night, which is this (a line from William Forrester):

No matter how you bury yourself in the quicksands of life, love will always find a way to surface you back"