happy today

....never felt this good in a long long time

...i'm happy...just happy

...gotta get back to work and finish early...got a plane to catch later :)

...retail therapy coming up...Tyler's on the top of the list

just because

...while meeting for a meeting i got super bored and got the cam from my Macbook working



...i need a better headshot

...it's Sunday morning...time for a bowl of Muesli and reruns of Pushing Daisies :)

thank you and i mean it

...it is moving on for me again - this time with work...starting today, i will no longer be handling my team - my agents who showed me their best effort and helped me get to where i am today...

...i'd like to think that they're going to miss my mood swings hehehe...i may not be the perfect team leader but i'm sure i gave all my best to help them get better with work in the way i know best...thanks for the surprises (it always feel so good being appreciated, and it means a lot to me) - also, for the "send-off" thingy you gave last Sunday







...and for making me drunk after a long long time






...thank you for everything...i'm sad to leave all of you but at the same time i am very excited to take on a different, much bigger role...now that i'm going to handle team leaders, it will get tougher

..i need all the support and the luck in the world

xoxo

still mourning

...if only i could have waited few seconds and showed a little bit of patience i would not be staring at a dead piece of iPod right this very moment :(

...i spent so much time building that iPod, each track got their own cover art - from fan arts to official single cover...now all gone...i don't really care about losing the new songs (i can have them all downloaded in an instant) what i'm worried is i think i won't be able build up 90s playlist to the way it was before again (i'm a 90s baby - i think i can even compete with Killerbee's Friday Madness hehehe)

...oh well, now i know i gotta install Copypod on that Mac and make sure to create a back-up EVERYTIME

...feels like i'm starting all over again

someone's resurrected

...someone texted a bit earlier that got me really surprised - for two reasons actually...(1) i haven't heard from him for almost 4 years and (2) i didn't realized i still have his number saved in my phone (well actually in my sim)

...few exchanges of text went on ending on a goodnight and a kiss (far better if it was real and not just few letters on a mobile screen)...oh well....time changes everything as they say

...after that i just spent almost 30 minutes waiting on queue to talk to a phone banker arguing about something that should not happen if someone did their job right...

...i need my daily caffeine fix and more good karma tonight

the letter

....i finally got the letter to make everything official yet it wasn't something i expected...i wanted to bitch and moan about it but i know if i'll do it won't change anything...(this is work stuff by the way) - i can't spill more details...

...oh well..life's a bitch...and then you die

...i'll be back in the blogging world real soon, probbly next week...as soon as i get my hands on that shiny Macbook...i kissed Dell M1330 goodbye...i no longer love it

bondage little mermaid

...my friend Mel posted some message in my blog's chatbox and it had me on instant reminiscing the moment i read it...it was a song made up by someone (i don't know who though) and i remember singing it to them 4 years ago hehehe

look at this stuff
isn't it neat
wouldn't you think my collections complete?
wouldn't you think i'm a girl
a girl who's done everyone

i got gadgets and gizmos a plenty
i got handcuffs and whip creams galore
blowjobs? i've done 20
but who cares, no big deal
i'm a whore
and i want more

...plus she sent me this link of the video from youtube...priceless!

dead...for a while

...this is how the weather looks like most of the time outside



...gloomy and ironically comforting for me...i'd be in blogging hibernation one more time...i'll shut up till i get somethin' interesting to talk about

ain't no sunshine

...it's been raining non-stop for the last 2 days - not that i'm complaining by the way...it's the perfect excuse to go hibernate mode without the guilt plus you get to wear your fave jackets and windbreaker...plus it's the perfect timing, it's the weekend thus i'm off from work...just perfect

...i wouldn't mind not seeing the sun for 2 days more...maybe an exception for few hours tomorrow (i'll be attending a kid's party at Mickey D's)...i'll be havin' that big smile in my again - which happens everytime i get to see that yellow M sign :)



...enjoy your weekend babies :)

new moon and a trailer

...i've been obsessing lately with Stephenie Meyer's "Twilight" series that it is now part of my daily habit...i need to make sure to cover at least 4-5 chapters each day before going to bed (which happens in the morning by the way) and sometimes 2-3 chapters after waking up...a way of procrastinating before preparing for work...



...i went to Powerbooks last Sunday and decided to buy the 2 other books instead of waiting for my bestfriend to send in her copies...besides it's something that i might need re-reading soon...reading about Vampires was once an obsession, i went through multiple search engines looking for anything related to the subject and once came a time that all i can talk about is Ann Rice's "Vampire Chronicles" hehehe...

and now comes this..



...i have 4 chapters left before i get to finish Twilight (most likely i'll have it done after tonight's shift) then i can get to start reading "New Moon"

...i can't wait to rip their shiny plastics hehehe



...and here's the trailer of the movie based from this book, to be released 2nd week of December :) the lead is played by Robert Pattinson...remember Cedric Diggory from Harry Potter 4? yummy noh?



...it's orgasmic

on manning lines and queues

...i was back to working on a Saturday night (something i haven't done for more than a year now) though it's gonna be only for this week...what's disappointing was it turned out i was the only TL who's scheduled for the entire shift...

...as expected, i did the one man/woman show hehehe...it felt refreshing though doing soemthing you haven't done for a long time...i was manning a whole shift, calling out the shots on who's going in, who's out , when they can take breaks or not...it's like handling a fragile Lego toy with you being so careful for it not to fall apart

...much like on real life, it's all about the perfect timing...knowing when to call the right shots, knowing when to let go and knowing when to give up

...oh well, at least i get to attend a friend's birthday party later...carbo overload and then some :)

..enjoy the rest of your weekend, i just did mine...working :)

starting twilight

...i haven't been blogging much lately (well at least not like the way i used before)...blame it on having to work full time again and getting lesser slack time for this kind of stuff...i can't even do blogging at home because our DSL's disconnected (someone didn't bother to pay the bill for the last 5 months...amazing....and that wasn't me if you ask)

...while waiting to have it reconnected and get myself back to my old blogging momentum, i'm back to my 2nd love next to music which is reading...i used to kill time flipping pages of Ann Rice's "Vampire Chronicles" or that Dan Brown series which was way hyped before

...i recently finished Jenna Bush's work entitled "Ana's Story" - a story about a girl born with HIV and how she coped with it through childhood till she got one of her own child...story's really pure and simple in a way that you can relate to it at some point (since this is third world anyway) and the story seems too familiar that what's in it can be found whenever you watch one of those current soap operas' on TV - Pinoy drama is too theatrical sometimes



...since i got an extra time off from work, i went to Powerbooks earlier and bought Stephenie Meyer's "Twilight"...i know i'm a bit late and i need a lot of cathing up (with Eclipse and New Moon that is to complete the series) at least i can get to finish it before the movie gets released later this year...



...it's like remembering my Ann Rice moments all over again :)

it was love at first sight

...my favorite couple in the whole wide world (second to my own of course hehehe) is in town to celebrate their anniversary...and i feel like i'm in love all over again hehehe

Happy Anniversary! :)



...and speaking of falling in love, i found the perfect portable that i'm gonna be buying - the Dell XPS M1330...it was love at first sight...aside from the amazing specs, it has a sleek silver and crimson red finish, what more can i ask for?



...i'm reading through reviews from forums and in Cnet and checking the specs, after all i worked with Dell for more than a year, i should know it by heart hehehe

...i need 80 grand, i'll try to buy it on my own and give myself 2 months, if all else fails then mom's always one call away for helpline hehehe...

nosebleed

...i was having a nosebleed earlier when i was on the way to the office..literally! worst thing is i didn't have any tissue to wipe the blood off my hands...bit morbid...and i was wearing my white jacket to make the situation more difficult



...the nosebleed moment continued till lunchtime, i was given excess tissue while having lunch at Shakeys...weird thing is i couldn't find any reason why i was having a nosebleed...maybe i'm starting to see the after effects of staying too long in a call center environment hehehe

i'd like to play with fire

...i always tend to get sociophobic in an instant if it gets too crowded and this is something that i've been trying to change for the longest time coz for sure others perceive it me being a big snobbish pig hehehe...im a work in progress when it comes to my people skills - working still

...spent my Sunday at the beach but i was not there to have a vacay or to chill, it was for a company event, something that happens annually, something that i have already get used to...we were asked to wear purple but for some reasons (which is totally out of my control and will), we ended wearing black - yes BLACK - in the beach!

***good thing i snatched this gorgeous hat for some shade





...then they had me joined one game (which is way too physical for my level)...i don't know what it's called but mechanics were easy...it's where you tie a balloon in your feet and someone will try to pop it and vise versa...it feels like someone popping my cherry minus the orgasmic effect hehehe



...the one thing i genuinely enjoyed the whole night was the firedancing from these two guys...it's nice to play with fire indeed **wink**





...did an "eat-and-run" moment before it hits 8PM...it was literally hot ( i was still wearing the black shirt) and i badly needed a shower

guilty pleasure and SSB

...what's your guilty pleasure?...something that you really enjoy yet at the same time you don't want anyone else to find out about it...either it's quite embarassing or maybe it's quite something taboo to others that you'd rather keep it to yourself...

...i remember watching one episode of Sex and the City where Carrie Bradshaw was talking about each of us having our own SSB (Single Secret Behavior)...it could be from the simple biting of nails instead of using your good 'ole nailcutter or binging Oreos while watching your favorite porn by midnight - whatever it is...it all boils down to one thing...they gave us the pleasure and at the same time letting go of any inhibitions while doing it (these would most likely apply to our best kept secret erotic fantasy hehehe)...

...well, i got lots of SSB actually, 2 of my closest friends already know about it, but there's one that i think is pretty normal and something that i did earlier which led me to writing this piece...it's doing a marathon of watching super cheesy Tagalog films...think of "Kailangan Kita", "When Love Begins", "My Big Love" (which i just enjoyed earlier hehehe) and all of those Ai-Ai's slapstick comedies and you'll know what i'm talking about...hehehe...



...the only reason why i had it considered SSB is that most of my friends don't really know that i'm the type who digs for these corny stuff (or at least i think)...but there, now you know it, i spilled...so if in case you have a copy of some of the Tagalog flicks shown lately that i might have missed then let me know and for sure you'll put on a big smile on my face :)

..."Caregiver" anyone? hehehe

i'm embarass and fuck the reviews

...i've done something embarassing two days ago though i never got the chance to blog about it right away...we did a "SantaCruzan Parade" thingy in the office where participants should be from leadership and since i was the only male left (well technically) from my program, i got to be the escort hehehe...we needed to do a lil' skit but we didn't play the part...wearing the barong right under an arc was humiliating enough hehehe...





...anyway, i'm gonna be watching SJP and the other gals from Sex and the City later, it's nice to see them all back...they've been a staple of my Saturday nights when i was still in highschool till college and seeing them in the big screen would be such a treat...fuck the bad reviews about the film...it's time to lust again for the pretty dresses i may never get to wear in this lifetime and some of those luscious stuff they have that i may never get to afford...



...and if i have enough energy left, i'll be finishing this beautiful yet very touching book authored by Jenna Bush and browse through the new edition of Metro HIM...

...enjoy the weekend babies :)

something to remember

my mom was here in the city for a day to give me a visit...we had the usual mom-son date but somethin' happened which i think will make her visit something to remember, well at least for a while...every mom has this habit on trying to organize their son's room even if were ok with the current state their in and she happened to make her way arranging my bedside table...



i was as red as a beet and was too embarrass when my mom sorted my CD collection and found discs of gay porn in all of their naked glory stacked between piled audio discs....that moment felt like i'm caught jackin' off/shaggin someone red handed hehehe...good thing she's always the type who doesn't ask questions and she just pretended like she was arranging Mariah's discs like nothing happened...hehehe

...on the bright side, my table's in order now :)

super post Mother's Day

...my mother's in town for a day...i gotta play the "best son in the world" part :) time to go see Indiana Jones right after a lunch date

...sweet :)

this just ain't right

...i've listened to the preview of Scarlett Johansson's "Anywhere I Lay My Head" album and it really felt strange - in a kinda bad way...it felt like she was singing while being submerged in an underwater tank gasping for breath

...she's a pretty face and a good actress but i like to leave it just like that...spare the singing part please...but i'm sure there's someone out there raving and liking this album to death...that's just me

...try to listen to the debut cut "Falling Down" and you'll exactly feel what i'm talking about...the track reminds me of Mono but way better